Just as a book, this blog story has chapters. I’ve written them as I have thought of connections between my past and present. Read them in any order you wish. This is simply the way it occurred to me to organize my thoughts. Many of them build on one another so reading in order will help with understanding. Latel I’ve been staying firmly planted in my present without as much time shifting. Still, watch dates as you read!
Chapter One – Endings and Beginnings
September 26, 2007 - Somewhere near the end…
November 11, 1986 - He Said I was perfect!
Chapter Two – Gifts
September 26th, 2007 - Hemlock
February 20, 2007 - Happy Birthday to Me
December 25, 1987 - The Christmas Gift
Chapter Three – “Learning is finding out what you already know.”
September 27, 2007…Today - One
November 15, 2005 - Taking a Break
March 3, 1987 - A Real Boyfriend
September 28, 2007 - Connections
Chapter Four – Questioning
December 1, 2005 - The Break Continues
January 8, 1987 - The Phone Call
Chapter Five – Choices
April 18, 1987 - A Decision
September 29, 2007 - Missing Him
Chapter Six – Firsts
April 26, 1987 - Junior Prom
June 18, 2005 - Another First Time: Not Just a Soccermom Minivan Anymore
September 7, 1991 – Just a Glance
January 30, 1993 – Getting Married
Chapter Seven – Without a Man
September 30, 2007 – Celibacy Sucks!
May 5, 1987 – Officially My First Ex-Boyfriend Now
May 8, 1990 – Pregnant and Dating?
Chapter Eight – Victorious
May 19, 1987 - He Likes Me For My Mind
October 2, 1991 – Ice Cream and Animal Noises: This Could Be the ONE
October 1, 2007 – He’s All of Them
July 23, 1990 – You Can’t Bring Me Down From This High
Chapter Nine – Learning to Fly
November 1, 1991 – Blindsided
October 2, 2007 - Collide
August 11, 2005 – Stairway to Slut Shoot Central: Opening Night
April 4, 1991 – 99.9975%
October 3, 2007 – Oral Sex: Overcoming My Aversion
Chapter 10 – Destined?
May 24, 1987 – Rev Up Your Engines
October 4, 2007 – Is it in the Stars?
August 5, 1989 – International Espionage
Chapter 11 – Finding Myself
October 5, 2007 – I Can’t Get Much Wronger
September 15, 1993 – Come Undone
June 27, 2006 – One on One
March 18, 2007 – My Girl
October 7, 2007 – My Thoughts on Bisexuality
Chapter 12 – The Unkown
September 22, 1993 – The Accident
October 8, 2007 – A Mistake
February 12, 1989 – The Big City
October 9, 2007 – Yahoo Messenger
Chapter 13 – Secrets
October 29, 2006 – At The Movies
October 10, 2007 – Small Doses
October 11, 2007 – A Turn ‘Round The Park
October 12, 2007 – Being Bisexual
Chapter 14
February 19, 1989 – The Best Damn Grilled Cheese Sandwich Ever
October 14, 2007 – Sex Is Not Just Sex
October 14, 2007 – Confused
June 16, 2004 – Hard Cider and Hard Decisions
Chapter 15 – No Parachute
October 15, 2007 – A Coded Message
October 17, 1007 – No Regrets
October 19, 2007 – Free Falling
February 8, 2007 – Valentine Confession
February 25, 1989 – Poisoned Love
October 22, 2007 - Read Between The Lines
August 25, 2005 – Posting Pictures
October 27, 2007 – Happy Little Bluebird
January 19, 1992 – Not Another One
Chapter 16 – Losing It
November 5, 2007 – The Other Shoe
November 5, 2007 – Bleed
November 7, 2007 – Get Out of My Way
November 9, 2007 – Wisdom
November 9, 2007 – Mental Gymnastics
November 10, 2007 – Denim Blue
Chapter17 – Gotta Get Out of Here
November 12, 2007 – Leaving on a Jet Plane
November 17, 2007 - London London London
November 29, 2007 – Jetlag
December 3, 2007 – The Month of Lonely
December 10, 2007 – Writing
December 12, 2007 - The Muse
December 22, 2007 – Spring Cleaning
December 23, 2007 – Just be…Happy
Chapter 18 – Coming Out of the Silence
January 23, 2008 – Abrupt Stop
January 25, 2008 – The Sobbing
January 26, 2008 – Hormone Shift
January 27, 2008 – Developing Zen
February 1, 2008 – Three Days
February 1, 2008 – What I Like About Men…and Women
February 2, 2008 – Missing My Girl
February 3, 2008 – Coming Out as Bisexual
February 4, 2008 – Strangely Content
March 17, 2007 – Over the River Across the Pond
February 7, 2008 – The Sacred Whore
February 8, 2008 – More to the Story
February 9, 2008 – If You Can’t Say It…Write It
Chapter 19 – Writing a New Chapter
February 9, 2008 – Love’s Bitch
February 10, 2008 – A Beautiful Mind Fuck
February 11, 2008 – Karma’s Kiss or I Deserve Better
February 11, 2008 – Burnt Toast
February 13, 2008 – Repercussions
February 13, 2008 – Mental Masochist
October 16, 2003 – Burning Desire to Tell You
February 16, 2008 – And the Saga Continues…
Chapter 20 – Bi-Focal
February 16, 2008 – Heterosocial Frustration
February 17, 2008 – Hetero/Bi/Homo: What’s Your Story?
February 19, 2008 – Bi-Girl Mentor?
February 20, 2008 – Birthdays…Ugh
Chapter 21 – Rant a Little
February 20, 2008 – Freedom 100
February 21, 2008 – I Don’t
February 22, 2008 – PMS Is My Date Tonight
February 23, 2008 – Loaded God Complex: Ranting On Christian Gay-Haters
February 24, 2008 – Isolation
February 26, 2008 – Cycle of Fear
Chapter 22 –
February 27, 2008 – Predator and Prey
February 28, 2008 – Dreaming of a Kiss
March 2, 2008 – Too Much
March 3, 2008 – Just About Sex
March 5, 2008 – Samantha and Smith
March 6, 2008 – Those Depraved Monosexuals
March 11, 2008 – Succub-ite Me
March 12, 2008 – MILF Marissa’s Secrets
March 13, 2008 – Opposites Attract…and Repel
March 15, 2008 – Drunk Posting
March 23, 2008 – Broken Clock
March 26, 2008 – Censoring Me
March 28, 2008 – Surreality
April 1, 2008 – All Kinds of Fun
April 3, 2008 – How to Define This?
April 3, 2008 – Don’t Say You Told Me So
April 5, 2008 – Waxing Poetic
April 8, 2008 – Blue Shade
April 11, 2008 – Coffee Talk
April 13, 2008 – Fuckin’ Ridiculous
April 18, 2008 – Shaken Not Stirred
April 22, 2008 – Jade Pool
May 13, 2008 – No Map
May 21, 2008 – Craving My Plus One
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