For those of you that simply must read things in the order in which they occurred I have compiled a list of my posts in chronological order. Right now there are a lot of gaps in my story that will be filled in as I add more posts. If you want to read the posts in this order, do not click on the turn the page~~> links. That corrosponds to the order they were written in. Just click here and on the next post you wish to read.

1986

November 11, 1986 - He Said I was perfect!

1987

January 8, 1987 - The Phone Call

March 3, 1987 - A Real Boyfriend

April 18, 1987 - A Decision

April 26, 1987 - Junior Prom

May 5, 1987 – Officially My First Ex-Boyfriend Now

May 19, 1987 - He Likes Me For My Mind

May 24, 1987 – Rev Up Your Engines

December 25, 1987 - The Christmas Gift

1989

February 12, 1989 – The Big City

February 19, 1989 – The Best Damn Grilled Cheese Sandwich Ever

February 25, 1989 – Poisoned Love

August 5, 1989 – International Espionage

1990

May 8, 1990 – Pregnant and Dating?

July 23, 1990 – You Can’t Bring Me Down From This High

1991

April 4, 1991 – 99.9975%

September 7, 1991 – Just a Glance

October 2, 1991 – Ice Cream and Animal Noises: This Could Be the ONE

November 1, 1991 – Blindsided

1992

January 19, 1992 – Not Another One

1993

January 30, 1993 – Getting Married

September 15, 1993 – Come Undone

September 22, 1993 – The Accident

2003

October 16, 2003 – Burning Desire to Tell You

2004

June 16, 2004 – Hard Cider and Hard Decisions

2005

June 18, 2005 - Another First Time: Not Just a Soccermom Minivan Anymore

August 11, 2005 – Stairway to Slut Shoot Central: Opening Night

August 25, 2005 – Posting Pictures

November 15, 2005 - Taking a Break

December 1, 2005 - The Break Continues

2006

June 27, 2006 – One on One

October 29, 2006 – At The Movies

2007

February 8, 2007 – Valentine Confession

February 20, 2007 - Happy Birthday to Me

March 17, 2007 – Over the River Across the Pond

March 18, 2007 – My Girl

September 26, 2007 - Somewhere near the end…

September 26th, 2007 - Hemlock

September 27, 2007…Today - One

September 28, 2007 - Connections

September 29, 2007 - Missing Him

September 30, 2007 – Celibacy Sucks!

October 1, 2007 – He’s All of Them

October 2, 2007 - Collide

October 3, 2007 – Oral Sex: Overcoming My Aversion

October 4, 2007 – Is it in the Stars?

October 5, 2007 – I Can’t Get Much Wronger

October 7, 2007 – My Thoughts on Bisexuality

October 8, 2007 – A Mistake

October 9, 2007 – Yahoo Messenger

October 10, 2007 – Small Doses

October 11, 2007 – A Turn ‘Round The Park

October 12, 2007 – Being Bisexual

October 14, 2007 – Sex Is Not Just Sex

October 14, 2007 – Confused

October 15, 2007 – A Coded Message

October 17, 1007 – No Regrets

October 19, 2007 – Free Falling

October 22, 2007 - Read Between The Lines

October 27, 2007 – Happy Little Bluebird

November 5, 2007 – The Other Shoe

November 5, 2007 – Bleed

November 7, 2007 – Get Out of My Way

November 9, 2007 – Wisdom

November 9, 2007 – Mental Gymnastics

November 10, 2007 – Denim Blue

November 12, 2007 – Leaving on a Jet Plane

November 17, 2007 - London London London

November 29, 2007 – Jetlag

December 3, 2007 – The Month of Lonely

December 10, 2007 – Writing

December 12, 2007 - The Muse

December 22, 2007 – Spring Cleaning

December 23, 2007 – Just be…Happy

January 23, 2008 – Abrupt Stop

January 25, 2008 – The Sobbing

January 26, 2008 – Hormone Shift

January 27, 2008 – Developing Zen

February 1, 2008 – Three Days

February 1, 2008 – What I Like About Men…and Women

February 2, 2008 – Missing My Girl

February 3, 2008 – Coming Out as Bisexual

February 4, 2008 – Strangely Content

February 7, 2008 – The Sacred Whore

February 8, 2008 – More to the Story

February 9, 2008 – If You Can’t Say It…Write It

February 9, 2008 – Love’s Bitch

February 10, 2008 – A Beautiful Mind Fuck

February 11, 2008 – Karma’s Kiss or I Deserve Better

February 11, 2008 – Burnt Toast

February 13, 2008 – Repercussions

February 13, 2008 – Mental Masochist

February 16, 2008 – And the Saga Continues…

February 16, 2008 – Heterosocial Frustration

February 17, 2008 – Hetero/Bi/Homo: What’s Your Story?

February 19, 2008 – Bi-Girl Mentor?

February 20, 2008 – Birthdays…Ugh

February 20, 2008 – Freedom 100

February 21, 2008 – I Don’t

February 22, 2008 – PMS Is My Date Tonight

February 23, 2008 – Loaded God Complex: Ranting On Christian Gay-Haters

February 24, 2008 – Isolation

February 26, 2008 – Cycle of Fear

February 27, 2008 – Predator and Prey

February 28, 2008 – Dreaming of a Kiss

March 2, 2008 – Too Much

March 3, 2008 – Just About Sex

March 5, 2008 – Samantha and Smith

March 6, 2008 – Those Depraved Monosexuals

March 11, 2008 – Succub-ite Me

March 12, 2008 – MILF Marissa’s Secrets

March 13, 2008 – Opposites Attract…and Repel

March 15, 2008 – Drunk Posting

March 23, 2008 – Broken Clock

March 26, 2008 – Censoring Me

March 28, 2008 – Surreality

April 1, 2008 – All Kinds of Fun

April 3, 2008 – How to Define This?

April 3, 2008 – Don’t Say You Told Me So

April 5, 2008 – Waxing Poetic

April 8, 2008 – Blue Shade

April 11, 2008 – Coffee Talk

April 13, 2008 – Fuckin’ Ridiculous

April 18, 2008 – Shaken Not Stirred

April 22, 2008 – Jade Pool

May 13, 2008 – No Map

May 21, 2008 – Craving My Plus One