November 12, 2007

So much has happened this past few months that my head has been spinning. I decided awhile ago that I needed a break…from all of it…from my life in general. So I booked a trip to visit My Girl in England. I leave this Friday.

She’ll make me forget about all the men in my life. I’ll go there, dance, drink, laugh, cuddle and the world on this side of the pond will melt away for a small space of time. My mind will clear and I will feel refreshed and ready for whatever lies ahead.

I got a phone call last night…talked till the wee hours of the morning and I feel hopeful again. My happily ever after may be on the horizon. I’m cautiously optimistic now. Echoes in my head…

You saved me.

I close my eyes…smile…imagine what life will be like when I return. I get that wonderful, warm, happy feeling again. I’m taking that with me on the plane.

So many things to do to prepare for my trip. Shopping, packing, and little odds and ends. I really need this break. Writing here will be sporadic for awhile.

Starting take-off preparations now,

Just me…Marissa

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